2,162 notes · 2 weeks ago · reblog
Gabi, 15, music, friends, skateboarddd
That`s so how im feeling now!
Tokio Hotel made me feel so strong then they kind of disappeared and i got into a new thing but now ive realized how alone im…
Nobody can understand
Well, Ive been into different vibes throught the last 5 years.
The very first fashion i followed was the emo. I used to listen to Tokio Hotel, Cinema Bizarre, My Chemical Romance and some unknown european bands.
After that, i started listening to some rap, especially Wiz Khalifa. After that i tried listening to reggae but i didn`t like it at all.
Then i went into an indie vibe and all you could find on my cellphone was Arctic Monkeys, The Killers and Strokes songs.
Then i came back to the rap and after that, back to the indie again but yesterday i kind of listened to come TH and CB!
Im so confused because i dont really know whats my vibe. I feel like i have to choose one to focus on a style, but is it really necessary? Cant i enjoy it all at once?
Besides, it feels so nostalgic! Ive been going through a tough time… School is getting harder, best friends are away and ive struggling with eating disorder. Sometimes i believe that im losing time in this school and everything but ill try to change! Here are some things ill try to do:
-I aint gotta be kind with everybody. Fuck who i dont like or care about
-Fuck what people think about me
-Ill listen to all the kind of songs i like, it doesnt matter the kind of music
-Ill watch more tv, surf on internet and relax while at home
-Ill study AT SCHOOL
-Continue going out with friends
-Stop thinking/caring about food
-Participate more in extra curricular activities
Thats it, everything starts tomorrow!!
Sometimes people do not understand exactly what a band means to you. Exactly what they imprint on your heart, how much they impact your life. Some music we listen to for a good beat, other music we listen to because it feeds our souls. One band in particular I came across quite a few years ago has…
